Hey everyone! This journal is now Friends Only--I'm in the process  of changing all of my previous entries over...but every entry after this will be Friends Only. I just felt like it was time :-) 

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 YUTEHFEPOISJAPEWHIUG!!

that is all.

i swear i haven't died, everyone!

things have been going really well lately. i got my SAT scores back (2050!!) and visited a few colleges over spring break. i really loved emerson and northeastern, but they just aren't NYU. i've wanted to go to NYU since i was like 11. seriously it's just always been in the back of my mind. hopefully with my test scores and my GPA (3.61) i'll be able to get in. God only knows though.

this weekend was nice. friday night i slept over Raine's new apartment. it was really cool. i actually had the heart to tell her that i'm gay. she was amazing about it. i don't have an older sister or anything so raine's always been like that type of person to me. she was totally and completely accepting and thank god i told her. ahh! lol then we watched girl, interrupted. i've never seen it before! i was awesome and a little freaky. but DOWNTOWN was like the theme song! haha i love that song. seriously. 

new layout in case you didn't realize!

also, i LOVE tegan and sara. that is all.

stolen from katie. who i beat. ;-)

wow! it has truly been forever and ever, and i sincerely apologize for that. my life's been insane as of late (katie can testify to that fact, i think) 

to make it up to [some of] you: wow about moving in with your mom, <lj user="akte">! i really really hope that it works out for you! (and, for the record, i think it's a smart decision!)
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please answer these in a comment! i feel strangely distant from some of you lately! I miss you! ( <lj user="atke"> i'm talking to you!)

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

here's the deal. finals are tomorrow. i hate that i'm not a senior. if i were, then i would be exempt! 

mock trial scrimage today. we kicked ass. our advisor (and today, our judge) is a young attorney who works a few towns away and is SO hot. i'm not even kidding. ahhh! lol. the real comp is next week...and it's like an hour away...but i get to ride in shannon's (the advisor) car! and i ALREADY called shot gun. so it'll be :)

also, i just got som crazy old pics from like 3-5 grade when my friends & i used to pretend that we were S Club 7. it's embarrasing. but so so hilarious. i'll have to post some soon! 

time to sleep. gah i hate midterm week.

ok so i've had food poisoning the past few days. it was icky and gross. 

bright side: I FINALLY saw IMAGINE ME & YOU this afternoon! ahh it was SO amazing. 

i need money. i need money to buy a car. i need money to buy a new laptop bc this one is shit. basically, i just need money. i think i'll go get a job that lets me work more hours. break out of church, you know? haha i HATE working there. do you know that the youth ministry actually made me stuff envelopes about a website that tries to turn gay teens "back to god"? puh-lease.  

hi, everyone!

I swear i'm not dead. just busy to the maxxx. 

mock trial is heating up...our competition is jan 31. wooo!

i FINALLY passed that test. i am a licensed driver! too bad it's only a restricted license (only one other person in the car). NJ is so weird about driving restrictions. we're like a year behind every other state!

anyway, today is my late uncle's brithday. he would have been 43 this year. this morning we all went to the cemetary..his daughter (who is 7) let go of a balloon that said "Happy Birthday Dad" on it and we watched it until it disappeared. yeah, i cried a lot. you know how everyone has the "fun uncle"? that was him. he was the absolute best.